Venting Moment ! Journal Entry 3-28-2023
It's supposed to going good now but i feel like I'm falling back into the same space, the same head space. As much as I want things to be amazing you know living my best life and have positive thoughts. People are still going out of their way to be mean and doing hateful/petty things.
Feeling a bit down today just having the questions:
Why no one likes me?
Am I the problem?
What am I doing wrong?
Why are people mean to me?
Why am I opposite of everyone in my family?
I am alone and everyone is around me. I would like to stop feeling this way.
There was a post on instagram a reel of a woman saying, " You know why you gonna come out on top? Because you do people how people do you and don't start , stay cool," brought tears down my face. That video hit me so hard because is mosely people I know that do me in the most. After all I've been through I just knew I was in a save place but now I find myself having the thoughts ' I have to get out of here'.